I made a tough decision couple weeks ago to just to take Matilda with me on a trip and leave Milo at home with my husband. EEK. It was a hard decision since I have never left my Milo, except when I went to give birth to Matilda. The idea came about awhile ago but I never actually thought too much about it because I was scared to make the decision because I didn’t want to leave Milo behind. But I am doing it. It’s really the best time since both the kids have no doctor appointments for the next month (which is quiet rare) and Matilda is still young so her ticket for international flight is only 10% of my ticket (she does not get her own seat). I’ve done it with Milo twice before he turned 2 years old and I would like to do the same with Matilda. Everyday I think about how much I am going to miss my Milo and everyday I have to remind myself that I am actually doing it. I am totally lame for thinking so much about this. I know it will be okay once I am on the trip because he would have a great time with my hubby, but it’s just the actual part of getting there and doing it is hard. Wish me luck and I will tell you guys all about it after my journey!

P.S. My computer has been very moody for the past weeks and I think its slowly dying, so, I am going to have to visit the Apple store when I return. The question is, do I want another desktop or a laptop?